Wormholes: The name given to hypothetical tunnels through hyperspace that might connect two distant places in our universe.
(The Cosmic Perspective: Astronomy Textbook)
I'm sitting at my computer in Puerto Rico, almost a year after I departed for Barcelona and am desperately wishing I could find a wormhole. A way to get back to Barcelona, to Lisbon, to Sintra. I want to find a secret tunnel that will take me there.
Yet, funny enough, I have found myself going back to Spain while here in Puerto Rico. Entering the airport and seeing the Spanish language everywhere. Exploring, adventuring in the rainforest, meeting new people, trying new foods; not the same adventures, of course, but adventures in and around the Spanish language, that are triggering many memories.
And you know what? At least for now, I think I have found my wormhole. And that is memories. Memories triggered by songs, by new adventures, by photos, by colors, by a language, by a place. Memories are the way I can walk between here and Barcelona, between here and Sintra.
So this post is just going to be fragments of memories. But these fragments pieced together will create a bridge, a walkway, or a tunnel, that connects these two distant places in our universe.
Walking under the arch of the entrance to the castle. I can imagine it being an old fortress, you are able to see for miles and miles, so no one can really sneak up on you. And it's so well worn...the rocks crumbling in places, moss growing over the rocks, covering up what was there, staircases that don't lead anywhere. But that seems to add to the mystery of stories it holds. Sitting on a cardinal turret, watching out over the town below, eating our lunch: linguicia fried rice. Exploring the castle, in and out of turrets, up and down winding staircases, sitting for a while on rocks, discovering crumbled windows, having good and bad luck in taking photos through these windows, balance beam walking on the moss-covered wall, imagining a sword fight, looking down, down, down to where the enemy could be. "Expect Less, Dream More." Words graffitied onto the rocks. At first, I thought this was a pessimistic idea, until I thought about it more. Expect Less. Don't expect things to always work out. A job. An adventure. The way a person should act. Lose that weight of expectations onto everything. Instead, Dream More. Dream about what you want to do with your life, about who you want to be with in your life, about the adventures you want to take - in whichever direction you want. Dream and imagine and inspire more. (One of those memories that didn't actually happen on these stone walls, but for some reason, helps complete the tunnel of Sintra).A room just for reading? A room just for writing? A ball room? A dressing room? A bathing room? Finding a quieter spot of the palace, overlooking the moorish castle, straddling the edge of the walls, and taking out a snack: banana and nutella. The bananas aren't too too squished, the nutella is delicious, like always.Watching a little girl follow her mom and dad around the turrets. Blond hair, ponytail bopping along. I hope she was letting her imagination run wild with the thought of being a princess here. Watching the sun and the shadows touch the different layers of the trees, forests, and houses in the "backyard" of the palace. Sitting in the horse-shaped arches, watching all the tourists around, imagining what it would be like to live here, but also just....not wishing I were anywhere else.
Leaving the palace, walking over to the cathedral in the forest park, the actual backyard of the palace people. About four pm, and the light is coming through the trees in the way that I love: long shadows, long sun rays, the leaves seem to sparkle, the nature around is quiet and reflective, a place where you feel alone but not alone at the same time.el 10ish de marzo 2012
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